?

I do not know why, but I am sitting here
thinking of you

I wish you could be beside me
because I am fading myself down

I never thought you would make me feel this way
when I saw you so relaxed and very interesting in me at the same time

Now, I am drinking blood and alcohol to feel something
because since you left me I do not feel nothing

Show me your soul, tell me the truth
hold my hand and say the keywords

I know you do not want to do all that you want
I know It is my bad
but you also know I am dying alive without you

...to be continued.